To prove I am not insane

[GodSaveTheQQs]

Fine, as a compromise I am just going to not whine in game anymore. When I play a movie or something else to distract me, I seem to care less during the game.

So, we have a deal then ? At least its a start.

I will just continue to post games in this thread as a way to alleviate my constant dismay since I no longer will whine in game.

It was obvious as a person that you always wanted to bring out your repressed feelings. Its good that you finally said it in public.
I can accept it. Good for you that you have the courage to admit it and try to be better in game. Hope it works. I m not so optimistic but we'll see.

Its still clear that you:

1) Still think Dota 1 and the community here is something very important to you and your life (i dont wanna think what you gonna do if ENT closes).

2) Feel the need to whine regardless of winning/losing. Just because you like having a discussion about the same thing over and over again that leads nowhere.

3) Even if you have the best of the best games the best of the best allies or the opposite, you'll still feel wronged by the game. Maybe by your life too. The unluckiest person on earth. Thats a problem but i cant fix it. I wish i could. I'm not a psychologist.

4) You can't be convinced by anyone here that you have to see things the other way, nor you want to.

Despite all the above its a new start that you will remain silent in game not whining/flaming typing blah blah blah and losing control.
Hope you will prove us here it was worth. Its up to you.

He won't. he said he was going to make a new account and just play under the radar whilst not complaining but he quickly went back to the same shtick of crying and moaning about teammates.

IMO, he plays the game to vent about his own problems in real life. He needs to get a psychiatrist to prescribe him something

Well i dont know. Its too early to say i dont wanna judge him so quickly. I ll give him some time to prove he will try to behave better as he promised.

It is true what he posted, yesterday we played a 75 min good game as opponents (he had his real acc), he didnt blamed anyone in public or whined while playing.

https://entgaming.net/findstats.php?id=12236326

We all expecting to do so because at start Boldx indeed played bad and got ganked but not only him. Axe was by far the worse at the beginning.
My team could end this normally but our Xin (4-11-13) wanted to rax towers instead of helping in fights the first 30 mins, so it was 4v5. Later he got fat but Jazzys team got fat too. Jazzy played very very good in that game i admit it. Specially late game. Games was super close at the edge for both teams.I havent played a good game like this for a long time and i really enjoyed it even If my team finally lost. I dont know about the other games he posted though, i wasnt there in any of them.

My point is yes you prolly are correct here Astros. Maybe he will never change. But allow him to try the least. I am 100% sure that he will lost control after several games but it is important to make an improvent. Even as small one. Hope he will do that here on forum too. He said that he will continue posting but i already know this and i cant prevent it. He sees it as a way to express himself as a dota player. He will always has something to say and whine for. Jazzy is Jazzy...

[GodSaveTheQQs]

wrong! @godsavetheqqs

He just likes to troll other players and feeds off the negativity because it brings him joy. Jazzy is a sad little man, who cant even be real with himself and ignores all the questions thrown at him. His counter to those questions is bringing up something old that happen in games before to get your mind off of whats current. Know it all, seen it all and sadly jazzy just does it for pure joy because he probably gets a hard on! TO me that kind of character gets no respect .. Him and many are just the same!! The funny thing is, its all the players who are on the same level as jazzy like saltysack, iconic, gostar, trader, and many more .. Its exhausting to carry this fly and next game he will just complain again and again..

I dont disagree with you in general. But what i m saying is we all deserve a second or even a third chance in this life. For all things. Since he acknowledged in this thread that he indeed have issues (wants to complain just to start a conversation to feel justified to all the others here) at least lets give him a chance to improve ingame if not here. Here you can ignore him and not reply at his posts at all. Ingame you get distracted, lost focus, affects your play ending up furious with multiple flaming and ofc losing. So its wayyyyy worse to have him cryin when he plays than here. What you say its true. We cant change his character but maybe we can change him when he plays. For the good of all of us. We will see. Neither im too optimistic.

[MR_Nimbuss]

wrong! @godsavetheqqs

He just likes to troll other players and feeds off the negativity because it brings him joy. Jazzy is a sad little man, who cant even be real with himself and ignores all the questions thrown at him. His counter to those questions is bringing up something old that happen in games before to get your mind off of whats current. Know it all, seen it all and sadly jazzy just does it for pure joy because he probably gets a hard on! TO me that kind of character gets no respect .. Him and many are just the same!! The funny thing is, its all the players who are on the same level as jazzy like saltysack, iconic, gostar, trader, and many more .. Its exhausting to carry this fly and next game he will just complain again and again..

I dont disagree with you in general. But what i m saying is we all deserve a second or even a third chance in this life. For all things. Since he acknowledged in this thread that he indeed have issues (wants to complain just to start a conversation to feel justified to all the others here) at least lets give him a chance to improve ingame if not here. Here you can ignore him and not reply at his posts at all. Ingame you get distracted, lost focus, affects your play ending up furious with multiple flaming and ofc losing. So its wayyyyy worse to have him cryin when he plays than here. What you say its true. We cant change his character but maybe we can change him when he plays. For the good of all of us. We will see. Neither im too optimistic.

Honestly jazzy is on his 10th last chance and he will never change.. Hey @godsavetheqqs we all started the same time i assume right? You actually ask for advice and help the team.. That i am never going to hate or belittle you because atleast YOU TRY! No disrespect but you can't elevate your gameplay if you just want to be comfortable. What im saying is you can be better but youre not trying to.

[GodSaveTheQQs]

What can i say bro. Time will tell. Yes prolly we all started the same time. At least here on ENT. Cause i play dota since it came out through WC3 from 2003-2004 or so. I dont remember. And since then i was playing it, with long yearly breakes in between. But from 2018 until today i play only here. Yes ofc i m trying my best in every game. Whether i play good or not. Not every game is the same after all and thats we are trying to make Jazzy to understand.

@MR_Nimbuss btw take a look and write your opinion to the thread about new mod. I suggested you among others.

[EdteOfChaos2]

At the moment, Jazzy is playing and behaving better. And as a reward has went up to ~1100 ELO for it. Good job. We'll see if he reverts eventually.

[Jazzy3113]

So before the game, I about to leave since I have zika and mogu and caffrey the idiot. But the goblin joins, so i am like ok all i need is one normal teammate and a win is possible.

Who cares if they have a smurf?

Goblin then proceeds to pick rexxar as their smurf takes slark. Like how can u prevent this? Do you need to take a poll before the game to ask if someone will abuse slark or pick a useless f*cking hero that no one ever plays? Unreal.

[Jazzy3113]

Now look at this game.

I beg nort to not feed and ruin early.

https://entgaming.net/openstats/game/12236554/

All he has to do is stay alive and ult. But noooooo, he tried his damnest to screw me over. I didnt rage or all chat or freak out, but still the same behavior.

[EdteOfChaos2]

One day after my post and Jazzy is back to his old ways ingame. That didn't take long.

[Jazzy3113]

It's all in my head!

https://entgaming.net/openstats/game/12236565/

Did not say one word to onemanarmy. Doesnt make a difference. I dont know how u guys do it.

[mk4r32]

Jazzy, can you PLEASE for the last time stop this nonsense on this server? You are really spamming at this point as if this is your personal diary.

You sound really desperate and bitchmade and I say that with whatever respect I have left for you.

If you wanna contribute to the community, just call out the ruiners/trolls instead on a new post.

I don't even wanna talk shit to you at this point, just do all of us a favor and stop this rant.

[MR_Nimbuss]

Jazzy you don't even understand the mechanics of this game but complain the most. You think scores during games matter but youre over here with jug,
scepter/linkz and no sense of direction. Your k/d explains it all but you want to try to offend or diss players who actually are better than you.. Youre not even up to par to us and I still don't know why you do this but the only reason is because your wife doesn't give you attention so you have to vent our your frustation. You need to just go beat your meat like it owes you money and be better. You cant carry, support, tank unlesss you have a good team .. Think about how i have to carry you non stop and you still complain.

I honestly want you to know this, you said youre not like this irl but you are. You talk, act, complain like a real naggy wife and that some bitchmade shit! You mask your real behavior and put yourself out here .. Thats some sad ass shit tbh! When you can consistently carry a game mid, I'll shut up and won't even argue. UNTIIL then please do yourself a favor and get your skills up.

[RichardCoffee]

It's all in my head!

https://entgaming.net/openstats/game/12236565/

Did not say one word to onemanarmy. Doesnt make a difference. I dont know how u guys do it.

you have the LEAST assists as a tank. Without even seeing the replay: How much do you wanna bet you were coming in last all the time and KSing kills with your axe ult?

also, those team picks are a joke compared to scourge... a papi ember vs. a bara and riki. Good luck.

[MR_Nimbuss]

https://entgaming.net/findstats.php?id=12236576

look and watch the replay of jazzy feeding non stop.. He was silencer.. Literally went 0-7 the first 10-20 mins.,

BUT its not his fault right? lol gtfoh

[EdteOfChaos2]

Hope I didn't push Jazzy over the edge into insanity though, I was the Leshrac btw. I wanted to play on your team but kept filling instantly. Maybe tomorrow join my team and I'll get you the ELO back. You played some pretty rough games today, lost mid badly to me on the first game. I wanted a rematch mid but someone else took it and they ended up doing pretty well so that was interesting at least.

First game, pretty brutal 2/7: https://entgaming.net/findstats.php?id=12236548 and you left before the game was over. They tried to delay the game but we ended ASAP, consider it a courtesy so you don't get autobanned again. Just barely won it in the 5 min mark after you left

But the 2nd game... https://entgaming.net/findstats.php?id=12236560 even though you did better in terms of score, you spent half the game flaming your team in all chat.

Highlights from the 2nd game include.. Jazzy accusing Lion of being a ruiner, despite Lion being the reason I didn't completely roll them. That little rat was casting everything on me and only me every single teamfight. Smart of him. Also Jazzy asking how we got Bobby to play well, when Bobby was 0-7-0 in the midgame. He picked it up at the end of the game and ended alright, respect him for that. But if Jazzy had been in my place, he would be furious at Bobby and Dazzle for their scores. (dazzle played very well, not saying otherwise, but Jazzy would)

Also includes Jazzy randomly flaming the LC on our team for literally no reason after he died a few times. LC ended up not performing great, but he did have some great catches on anti/void that made a big difference.

(45:05 / All) Jazzy3113: steve having the game of his life
(45:18 / All) LeshRax: wait why is scubasteve catching strays here
(45:22 / All) scubasteve: not even close

You know things are bad when jazzy starts talking shit in a lost game

[GodSaveTheQQs]

Hope I didn't push Jazzy over the edge into insanity though, I was the Leshrac btw. I wanted to play on your team but kept filling instantly. Maybe tomorrow join my team and I'll get you the ELO back. You played some pretty rough games today, lost mid badly to me on the first game. I wanted a rematch mid but someone else took it and they ended up doing pretty well so that was interesting at least.

First game, pretty brutal 2/7: https://entgaming.net/findstats.php?id=12236548 and you left before the game was over. They tried to delay the game but we ended ASAP, consider it a courtesy so you don't get autobanned again. Just barely won it in the 5 min mark after you left

But the 2nd game... https://entgaming.net/findstats.php?id=12236560 even though you did better in terms of score, you spent half the game flaming your team in all chat.

Highlights from the 2nd game include.. Jazzy accusing Lion of being a ruiner, despite Lion being the reason I didn't completely roll them. That little rat was casting everything on me and only me every single teamfight. Smart of him. Also Jazzy asking how we got Bobby to play well, when Bobby was 0-7-0 in the midgame. He picked it up at the end of the game and ended alright, respect him for that. But if Jazzy had been in my place, he would be furious at Bobby and Dazzle for their scores. (dazzle played very well, not saying otherwise, but Jazzy would)

Also includes Jazzy randomly flaming the LC on our team for literally no reason after he died a few times. LC ended up not performing great, but he did have some great catches on anti/void that made a big difference.

(45:05 / All) Jazzy3113: steve having the game of his life
(45:18 / All) LeshRax: wait why is scubasteve catching strays here
(45:22 / All) scubasteve: not even close


You know things are bad when jazzy starts talking shit in a lost game

Respect for this post. We were same team in the first game and i Was Bara. It was the second time in my life i picked/played Bara. Honestly. And i didnt even played him decently. I was afraid of myself cause i didnt want to fuck this up playing a hero for first time. Even if Bara is an ez hero compared to others.

Ofc he would've blamed Bobby/Dazzle in the 2nd game. Easily.