Snowblind wrote:First of all, thx for some the nice words and apologies for my behaviour yesterday. I admit i was tilted, and i said some things in staff, personal msges and discord chat that a moderator should not. Im a strong supporter of leading by example, and yesterday i didnt do that myself.
Im not running away from the responsibility though mud, truth is i had to swallow quite the devastating low-blows from life in the last half year and i am the kind of person that gets into working a lot to ease it. Problem is though, that for the last weeks/months i felt very frustrated by community, general moderations activity and therefore moderating here started to not be a positive thing for me, but a negative.
I know i dont have the hardest skin and sometimes personal flames get to me more then they should, but this rly isnt the issue here.
Thats the real reason i need a timeoff, i need to focus on positive things in my personal spare time,so this isnt a big middlefinger in everyones face here, but a step for my own health.
Dont read this as a complaint to about moderators, everybody has situations in real life that allow you not the spare time to put the hours in here or doesnt allow your mind to do it. I fully understand that and since its a personal choice for everybody to take playtime away n moderate, im thankfull for everybody who worked with me over the last year.
I hope we will get more activity in moderation and hopefully some new moderators aswell now that we are 2 people short for the time being. Lihl needs active moderation, but at this point in time i am simply not the right person to do it.
When im rdy again, ill see how the state of community and moderation is and if theres still passion from my side left and if my input is even needed in staff.
Gl to all of you, be kind to one another and try to accept peoples flaws and dont spend 2 much time on the negative sites of lihl community.
Sorry to hear that mate. I didnt mean what i said yesterday i wasnt thinking straight.
Hope everything gets sorted out with you irl, take care my nigga